Well, Williams in the grass. I lost Kara when you told me the truth. Kara cant act alone to get Lena back. She was her sister and deserved to be treated like it. The image of it ignites something inside her, and an insane realization washes over her. Perfect., Kelly gives a lazy smile as she takes in Karas outfit. What is it, Lena?. Kara looks away from him, willing the tears to go away. And now Lois owes me some money. The cousins smile, Kara anxiously awaiting his answer. About how this was what you were meant to do and how we are the same. He jumps forward and shakes her off him, hugging himself, wanting Karas imaginary touch to return. She removes her hand from the table, her legs no longer weak and head clear. Ultimately they get back together at the end of the musical crossover. So what am I supposed to do then?, Lena laughs, throwing her head back. All that matters is that the ones I care about know who I am. Alex glances at the ground. I know I hurt you but this? She gestures to the gun, shaking. Weve talked., He smiles, shaking his head. I kept saving people and saving pets and saving the city, that people later saw me as a cleanup crew. When Kara is stuck in the reality where Lena is evil (100th episode), she talks to Mon-El. In the directors uniform? He just would never admit it. The woman faces him, crossing her arms. Youre ready to leave her for me, she says quietly. Her suit is streaked with dirt and stained with blood. Her mouth unhinges and she lets out a scream, then moves her body more, finding all new parts of her that are broken. She smiles slightly to herself. None of it was real. Work Search: Lena decides to research the soccer player a little bit more. Alex is quiet for a moment, sipping her wine generously. Lena deals with the aftermath of Supergirl's fight with Reign, and grieves the loss of Kara. Dont judge me, she says, pointing at Kara accusingly with her spoon. She listens. There is a measured knock on her office door, and she doesnt glance up from her papers to answer. The stinging, burning sensation that radiates throughout her body but begins in her heart. Hes scraggly. Her heels prevent her from moving very fast, but the moment she is out of the building the wail increases. I asked him if he liked me, if he wanted to pursue me. Kara laughs, sinking back into her normal self. These were her thoughts she never wanted to speak. But he gave me an explanation. First, it was her wanting to be a human. A sticker in the shape of a house sits in the middle of the park, nothing else surrounding it. Im someone that is going to kill Kara Danvers, so she can become Supergirl indefinitely. He glances over his shoulder at the island. How? Lets get my sister to surgery.. But her sister doesnt listen. She didnt think she could even be under the influence. Alex stands, swiping a palm over her sisters cheek and giving her a smile before walking back out the door. He needed her to feel him in order to sort out the imagination of her mind to the reality of her world. Ill say Kelly broke up with me., Okay, and youve had enough wine for tonight, her girlfriend decides, picking up the bottle from the coffee table and pushing it farther away. The hijinks and the gifts and the stubbornness Ive all come to miss. Please consider turning it on! Ellen. I didnt notice certain things about you until after I found out you were Supergirl. When they finally pull apart, Kara sits on the edge of Alexs bed. Slowly, the hero looked over her shoulder and at the face of the woman that caused her the most pain. Kara approaches, staring with wide eyes, wanting so desperately to hug the woman who gave her a start. Hey, you cant argue with the dice, Nia says, raising her hands in defense. Shes already on the press list to interview her on it. She could never forgive herself if she took her to the Fortress and never came back. Jonn crosses his arms and Mon-El and Alexs faces tighten. Itll ruin you. Youre working with her? Its freezing out. She leans closer, finally hit with the wave of bar that steams off Kara. But here he was, right in front of her. Its the wine, she says to herself. And that includes you.. She furrows her brow at them, confused as to why they are not helping her, but then realizes what she must look like. And I spelled it out to you over and over again, essentially begging you not to violate my trust, begging you not to prove that once again I was a fool.. Mentions of past child abuse. James helps Kara into his arms again and runs inside the building, Lena following close behind. Sophie, was her name, and I were the top two cadets of our class. Are you going to talk about me?, Alex laughs, holding up her hands. She turns to her sister. They give stiff nods and she turns to Mon-El. I want to show you that the fantasy world youve created in your head, that perfect and pristine life, its not what you think.. I just want to talk to her about today. Kelly.. What do you mean?, I can never win as Supergirl. Dont look for me or reach out, it will only make things worse. Everyone was excited, but perhaps the one person who was most looking forward to it was Kara. She needed to figure out how she could have saved everyone. You probably wouldnt believe me if I said Im not usuallythis polite. I had to chase him through the city on foot.. If Lex doesnt exist, that means Lillian doesnt either. She has a wife. "Not in this lifetime" those last words have haunt her and now she will have to face this. The real Kara. But what youre doing, its not revenge or punishment. That intrigues her. Youre right. Please consider turning it on! How exactly did Supergirl change in the future? She asks it slowly, nervous for the answer shes going to get. Shes using her, she knows that, and she hates that shes allowing Lena to push her around but what other choice does she have? Im taking up your offer to do it.. They shared a tense history with the little imp, and she could see that he still held feelings toward him. But by dragging it out, pretending to still care for her, her feelings may come true. He never releases her hand, and she goes as far as moving closer to him. But its night, Lena says, confused. I never thought Id see the day. She arches an eyebrow. You try to blend in with society as best you can, even if its out of your comfort zone. I just never thought you would tell her. What am I gonna do?. Dont let my mistake push you to do something terrible. 7 oclock, she tells him, ignoring his compliment. Hope, Ms. Danvers. Inside the building, Kara stands in the middle of the room. Why do you want me to stop? Her brows come together and she cautiously pushes the door open, looking into her apartment. This isnt you.. Kelly, Alex, and Jonn all could have died if she hadnt wrapped herself around that bomb and absorbed the blow. Everyone surrounded her and Alex, listening closely as they debriefed them on the new or old visitor. But I didnt bring any of my material with me, Kara says, trailing off toward the end of her sentence when she spots Lenas pen sitting on her desk. Because at this moment, everything in her world is both right and wrong. Both Barry and Kara have their pasts, but no one actually know their full stories. She finally looks up at her, her expression faltering as she takes in Lenas closed off stance, her dark eyes, her harsh face. The girl sends her a mischievous glare and says A wise woman once told me I shouldnt be making conversation with a stranger much less tell them my name. she finishes in a teasing tone. Lena forces a smile, hugging her back and making note of Karas ropey muscles rolling beneath her fingers. But that doesnt give you the right to threaten her like you did, Alex says, stepping closer and crouching next to Lena. She hung up and arrived at her apartment. See how shes doing.. Like Cat., The Media Queen is her preferred title, but yes. The human way, not using some alien power to float in the sky. We need to talk, Kara starts, rounding her desk to stand in front. No, its me, Kara answers, walking over to her bedside. All the memories he and Kara shared, encapsulated in pictures. I just dont know what to do., Alex places a hand on Karas arm and smiles. No marriage. Always, he promises, stepping to the side. If she couldnt, I wasnt going to leave her., I left her. You may have killed your brother for me, but I killed myself for you. With everyone around just five feet outside the door? Supergirl waits for Lena to look up at her. Its metal, and it was mine. I dont want to take that away from him., Alex nods. Kate, please. Their knees kiss, and goosebumps crawl on her skin. It takes her a moment to realize that she didnt have come up with a reason. They walk back to her apartment slowly, the streets bare of civilians at this early of an hour. I hate that she has all this pressure and stress mounted on her shoulders that she has to live with day by day. Why pretend to still be my friend this long?, Lena retains her composure, finally feeling like shes getting somewhere with the hero. How else do you get to Endeavor? Enjoy your date. She squeezes Karas shoulder and gives her a kiss on the cheek, which Kara returns. She turns and disappears out of the sliver the Monitor has cut for her in the universe. And definitely a story I need to hear, Kate says, and Kara nods. Then, it would give her a chance to rekindle what they had. Because with the president came Cat Grant. Lena wanted to hurt her? Eventually, he got a job at the local bar my family was always at, so I couldnt really get rid of him. The feeling of safety. She wanted to tell you, we wanted to tell you but we promised. I literally saw you five minutes ago, Cat scoffs. Even sprinkled in a bit of suspense to keep things interesting. I dont know. Alex, she gasps, rushing forward and taking the beam with her good hand. Alex points to it, finally lifting her hands off Karas chest and picking her up under the arms, ready to drag her. Woah, Lena. Kara keeps the momentum going, taking a step forward and heaving the beam off her sister. You got Jonns car?. To hurt you? Okay, you know what? So far, only the old ones remain. But she cant even get her words out before Mon-El jams the key into the lock and collides with her, hugging her to him so tightly she thinks she might burst. She had betrayed this woman in front of her. She inhales sharply but allows him to hold her. She sniffs, looking up at her friend. Your doing?, Kara chuckles. The hero tries to shake her head but her neck grows stiff. It hasnt even slowed down. What? 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